I am senseless

Could we pretend that airplanes 
In the night sky 
Are like shooting stars 
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now, Wish right now) 
I'm praying that this stairway 
Leads somewhere like Heaven's door 
And when you get there, don't look down (Don't look down, Don't look down) 

I remember the first day of school, 
When you walked right next to me 
You taught me everything that I know 
And you always knew what to say 
Time goes on 
Now every word in every damn song 
Reminds me of your face (You were part of me, You were part of me) 
I didn't know everything I've got 
Now I know that you are gone 
Feel you right here next to me 
Though I know that you've moved on 
But the hardest thing of all is knowing 
I didn't get to say (You were everything, You were everything) 

Could we pretend that airplanes 
In the night sky 
Are like shooting stars 
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now, Wish right now, now) 
I'm praying that this stairway 
Leads somewhere like Heaven's door 
And when you get there, don't look down (Don't look down, Don't look down) 

And all the people say, 
Iiii Iiii Iiii Ha 
And all the people say, 
Iiii Iiii Iiii Uh 
Listen 
Oh 

People kill what they don't understand 
All the legends they die in, at the hands of lesser men 
Jesus and JFK and Marvin and Biggie Man 
I wonder if life after death 
Was ever fair for them 
Live in the moment, 
I was never really one to plan 
So many things I wasn't meant ever to understand 
What if Alice imagined her trip to Wonderland 
And why didn't Paul have shoes 
Like the rest of them did 
So many memories I passed up when I was away 
All the experiences I couldn't ever replace 
All the million times my heart, a part of it break 
I guess I'm harder for the hardships that I had to face 
Before every single show, I pray 'til I sweat 
I give my heart to a thousand people I never met 
And then I let it all go, the pain and regret 
Hope God forgive me 
For the sins that I'm about to commit 
Don't wanna get by, I wanna excel 
I know life is like the crossroads for heaven and hell 
Right and wrong, sometimes It's just so hard to tell 
But at least I'm saving others If I'm losing myself 

Could we pretend that airplanes 
In the night sky 
Are like shooting stars 
I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now, wish right now) 
I'm praying that this stairway 
Leads somewhere like Heaven's door 
And when you get there, don't look down (Don't look down, don't look down) 

Airplanes in the night sky 
Are like shooting stars 
I could really use a wish right now

Gluttony is a sin.

I am a sinner.

Someday Soon

I think it's time to put myself away
Seek out a little silence
Close the doors and sit a while
Walk a little

And as I put my words away
The flow slows
See this penny in a stream
Picking it up is easy.

Follow the shape of it.
Jump in.
Swallow it whole.
Jump in.

Even though I know my way around
Possibly there's something new I found
Holding on for finding solid ground
Someday soon.
Someday soon.

I'll turn myself into the grass
And I'll grow
Take this space above my head
And live a little, little.

Gonna wear my feathered headdress
Like an Indian chief.
Gonna stretch out both my arms
I'm gonna test the temperature.

Follow the taste of it.
Jump in.
Swallow it whole.
Jump in.

Even though I know my way around (even though)
Possibly there's something new I found (possibly I, possibly I)
Holding on for finding solid ground (ohh..)
Even though I know my way around (even though)
Possibly there's something new I found (possibly I, possibly I)
Holding on for finding solid ground (ohh..)
Someday soon.
Someday soon.

Maybe walk a little
Someday soon. 

What am I doing?

Stop sitting here staring into space. Man up and do this.
You don't want to do something that you'll probably regret for the rest of your life.

There are some chances you have to take. There are some you just shouldn't even consider.
Frankly, you won't be missing much anyways.

Edge of Uncertainty

"Twenty years from now, you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So, throw off the bowlines: sail away from the safe harbour, catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."

-Mark Twain