What a fail.

Sigh.

andy gaozi says:
okay so basically i'm enrolled in real anddd online school now for the same course
andy gaozi says:
today i went to school and it was super lame
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and then my friends from north said the teacher was kinda bad
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and then i was like well i guess i'll ahve to teach myself everything
andy gaozi says:
then i was like well if i just have to teach myeslf everything like chem/bio/music history/etc then i might as well just do it online
andy gaozi says:
so i asked matt kuo for the sit ehe did it on and then i went there and did the registration
andy gaozi says:
then at the end it was like call us but i didn't because i was unsure
andy gaozi says:
so i was like wahtever
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and then they called me LOL
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and if i was like "oh no i'm not sure"
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or "oh i don't wanna do it
andy gaozi says:
yeah but if i said that after doing the registration they would've thought i was like retarded
andy gaozi says:
so then i'm just like agreeing to it
andy gaozi says:
so now i'm in real and online school

So what am I gonna do now? Happy birthday to me.

See right through you like you're bathing in Windex

Jolie sticker-pics - must live at that machine!

The new MC track is off the hook y'all. I'm playing it with my window wide open, and my neighbour's kids are outside. I wonder if they're thinking "Why is he so obsessed with that song?" Haha.

So summer's been alright up to now, I suppose. Some going out, some staying in. The going out's usually fine, but the interesting thing is that I seem to have developed a dual desire. Some days, I wake up just wanting to stay in and play piano, do exercises or play Sims or something, but when I'm actually just lazing around the house doing nothing all day (aka playing Sims nonstop from noon till midnight), I think a part of me just feels like the day's been wasted. Maybe it's a result of being in IB: personally, for me, it's hard to transition from incessantly working and always having the need to do something to just suddenly having barely anything to do. Of course, I still do have some stuff to do over the summer (major sigh), but at least that it'll keep me from becoming academically retarded when September rolls around, where it really counts in terms of predicted grades in October and November. Hm, I think I'm super sad for saying that. =P Oh well, it's a blog! I'm just broadcasting my feelings and emotions at the time being. =)

Ayah, I can't believe summer school starts in 2 days! I've spent the last 2 weeks not doing much and enjoying not having to go to school, but mamma mia, here I go again. =P My only consolation is that I'm thinking it must be easy (or easier, at least), and since it'sat Burnaby North, maybe I'll meet some super Asian mando honger friends (hey, they exist in rare quantities... you never know!). At least I won't be stuck inside playing Sims for 12 hours each day. I think I can seriously feel my cerebrum slowly turning into mush after that happens.

Argh, and I still can't believe my driving teacher pushed my N test back by... an indefinite amount of time. "Sometime in July" is not going to cut it - that means that the probability of actually booking a time seems to be rather slim at the moment. I booked that time in June in April. I'm just hoping that perhaps I can use this extra time to practice and actually get my N on the first try or something - I better, at least!

Ew, I can't believe my face was actually burnt from tennis today. =( Should've worn sunscreen... sigh. Blah, I'm bored now; my internet's beeing a cracked-up beeg as usual, and Desperate Housewives isn't loading nicely. >=( Sigh.

Finally!

Summer is finally officially here. =) Well, almost. Still have World Lit 1 to do... which I'm sure I'll get to *eventually* during the next couple of weeks... haha.

Yesterday was pretty fun. Reminded me that I need somewhat of social life at some point, eh? =P I guess it's kind of an awkward feeling, really, trying to find the balance between "work and play." Apparently, all work and no play makes people more boring, but for me, I just become more unable to do common everyday things, like walk in straight lines or eat hot pot (sigh).

I really need to make a plan of what I'm doing this summer, but I'm too lazy. Physics 11 summer school at Burnaby North (exciting...), piano, History 5 for piano, History IA, and, of course, my EE. I'm beginning to wonder if doing music for my EE was actually a good idea, but most of the teachers for History and English were already taken by the time I wanted to give up on biology, so fortune did not smile upon me at that time, mhm. At least music is at least somewhat "cooler" I suppose.

Amazingly enough, I don't really have much to do today (WL LOL) and I'm actually really bored. Maybe, somewhere deep inside, I liked the pain, as crazy as that sounds. I guess this supports my theory that I'm addicted to school stuff, like, scientifically addicted "4real4real." If it's true, then yes, my life is officially done. =P Haha.

So I probably should go pursue other things with purpose, such as piano practicing (argh, missed 3 days of practice and totally going to be pwned again on Saturday) and exercising. New running shoes - FINALLY, after basically the entire year of wanting them. xP

Recent discovery

Well, how sad. Now, even Facebook, the site I go on to procrastinate and waste time, seems to know that I basically have no life now. =P The sadness, the sadness.

I'd blog more, but I'm tired after writing a history essay and bio final today. Ow... T_T One day, children.

Only 3 more days of school (2.5 technically?), 1 more test (orgo chem!) and then school's out. I wonder if I could get World Lit done early, so I can enjoy those next two weeks before summer school... Yeah, as if. =P Haha.

And what I wanna do...

And what I wanna do
Is ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block proud in the SUV
But we both know our bond is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone

For whatever reason, I want summer to just be here. Driving around in the summer sunset near the beach or something? Awesome. Those are the summer nights with minimal cares and no homework, doing whatever and staying up till whenever.

If I actually manage to get my N at the end of June, I so want to reduce my home-time to a bare minimum. Well, yeah, I have to do piano, piano history, and physics, but that takes up about half my day (depending on when I get up, of course).

Now, that other half... the opportunities are endless. Can't wait.