Someday Soon

I think it's time to put myself away
Seek out a little silence
Close the doors and sit a while
Walk a little

And as I put my words away
The flow slows
See this penny in a stream
Picking it up is easy.

Follow the shape of it.
Jump in.
Swallow it whole.
Jump in.

Even though I know my way around
Possibly there's something new I found
Holding on for finding solid ground
Someday soon.
Someday soon.

I'll turn myself into the grass
And I'll grow
Take this space above my head
And live a little, little.

Gonna wear my feathered headdress
Like an Indian chief.
Gonna stretch out both my arms
I'm gonna test the temperature.

Follow the taste of it.
Jump in.
Swallow it whole.
Jump in.

Even though I know my way around (even though)
Possibly there's something new I found (possibly I, possibly I)
Holding on for finding solid ground (ohh..)
Even though I know my way around (even though)
Possibly there's something new I found (possibly I, possibly I)
Holding on for finding solid ground (ohh..)
Someday soon.
Someday soon.

Maybe walk a little
Someday soon. 

Distance and Time

You were always on my mind
All I do is count the days
Where are you now?
No I'll never let you down
I will never go away
I really wish that you would stay but what would we do
All the days that you've been gone, I dream about you
And I anticipate the day that you will come home, come home

No matter how far you are,
No matter how long it takes 'em,
Through distance and time; I'll be waiting,
And if you have to walk a million miles,
I'll wait a million days to see your smile,
Distance and time; I'll be waiting
Distance and time; I'll be waiting

Will you take a train to meet me where I am,
Are you on your way?
And I will never do anything to hurt you
I'll never leave without you
I really wish that you would stay but what would we do,
All the days that you've been gone, I dream about you,
And I anticipate the day that you will come home, come home

No matter how far you are,

No matter how long it takes 'em,

Through distance and time; I'll be waiting, 

And if you have to walk a million miles,

I'll wait a million days to see your smile,

Distance and time; I'll be waiting

Distance and time; I'll be waiting

You were always on my mind,

All I do is count the days,

Where are you now?

11 days?

No,
we're,
not,
ready for hell, hell;
No, for hell, hell no.

The majority of people who try to talk to me about non-school stuff at the moment amuse me. Do you honestly think I care right now? Nope.

I am now an expert at Chem Topic 9

My anode brings all the anions to the yard,
And they're like, "You're positive!"
"Darn" right, I'm positive,
I could reduce you, but I'd have to "charge."

Contrary to popular belief, I actually have a lot of fun at 2:30am on MSN. 

Really, Facebook?

FML. I think my life just failed even more than it usually does.

Thanks, Facebook. Maybe it's a sign to run away from that site and actually get something productive done, ie. studying.

A Twist in my Story

Slow down; world isn't watching us break down,
It's safe to say we're alone now: we're alone now.
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver,
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence,
So please just break the silence.
The whispers turn to shouting,
the shouting turns into tears,
Your tears turned into laughter,
And it takes away our fear

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die,
I can't take my eyes off of you.

I'm longing for words to describe how I'm feeling,
I'm feeling inspired; my world just flipped, turned upside down,
It turned around, say what's that sound
It's my heartbeat, it's getting much louder
My heart, it's stronger than ever,
I'm feeling so alive; I'm feeling so alive
The whispers turned to shouting,
THe shouting turns to tears,
Your tears turned into laughter,
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I opened up and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I opened up, and let your love right through me
'cause that's what you get hwen you see your life through someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

Nana's Reprise

I wanna tell you something,
Give you something,
Show you with so many ways;
'cause it will all mean nothing,
If I don't say something,
Before it all goes away;
Don't wanna wait to bring you flowers,
Waste another hour, let alone another day;
I wanna tell you something, give you something before it's all too late.

"Wanna Go To Grad"

My epic rewrite of "Touch My Body," so that it's now a mating call for grad dates:

(Set to the tune of aforementioned song)
Wanna go to grad?
We can dress up,
Go in a limo,
Pick everyone up
Wanna go to grad?
I'll be in a suit
I wanna look like I never have before
Wanna go to grad?
Do my hair at a salon
I'll even shave
Just for this one day
Wanna go to grad?
We can eat and dance and talk,
Increase my photo count to 3,000 on FB, so
Wanna go to grad?

Languishing

If you could only see
That I was not put here for you
To judge me and dispute my inner most truth

And after all these years of enmity, envy and tears
It's a shame you don't know me at all

I was wondering
Would you cry for me?
If I told you that I couldn't breathe
If I was drowning, suffocating
If I told you that I couldn't breathe

Those ancient buried recollections
We transform them and select them
You have yours, I have mine
That's fine
While we're too torn to heal
Our stitch has never disappeared
I have mine, you have yours
I'm sure

Angels Cry

Lightning don't strike the same place twice,
When you and I said goodbye, I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift, but we let it drift
In the storm, every night, I feel the angels cry

Limitless, omnipresent kind of love:
Couldn't've guessed it would just stop and disappear in a world when
Here I am, walking on this narrow road;
Wobbling but won't let go,
Waiting for a glimpse of the sun's slow rise

The wave: it will go up, only to go down again. Will it arise again or will it just reach the shore?

See right through you like you're bathing in Windex

Jolie sticker-pics - must live at that machine!

The new MC track is off the hook y'all. I'm playing it with my window wide open, and my neighbour's kids are outside. I wonder if they're thinking "Why is he so obsessed with that song?" Haha.

So summer's been alright up to now, I suppose. Some going out, some staying in. The going out's usually fine, but the interesting thing is that I seem to have developed a dual desire. Some days, I wake up just wanting to stay in and play piano, do exercises or play Sims or something, but when I'm actually just lazing around the house doing nothing all day (aka playing Sims nonstop from noon till midnight), I think a part of me just feels like the day's been wasted. Maybe it's a result of being in IB: personally, for me, it's hard to transition from incessantly working and always having the need to do something to just suddenly having barely anything to do. Of course, I still do have some stuff to do over the summer (major sigh), but at least that it'll keep me from becoming academically retarded when September rolls around, where it really counts in terms of predicted grades in October and November. Hm, I think I'm super sad for saying that. =P Oh well, it's a blog! I'm just broadcasting my feelings and emotions at the time being. =)

Ayah, I can't believe summer school starts in 2 days! I've spent the last 2 weeks not doing much and enjoying not having to go to school, but mamma mia, here I go again. =P My only consolation is that I'm thinking it must be easy (or easier, at least), and since it'sat Burnaby North, maybe I'll meet some super Asian mando honger friends (hey, they exist in rare quantities... you never know!). At least I won't be stuck inside playing Sims for 12 hours each day. I think I can seriously feel my cerebrum slowly turning into mush after that happens.

Argh, and I still can't believe my driving teacher pushed my N test back by... an indefinite amount of time. "Sometime in July" is not going to cut it - that means that the probability of actually booking a time seems to be rather slim at the moment. I booked that time in June in April. I'm just hoping that perhaps I can use this extra time to practice and actually get my N on the first try or something - I better, at least!

Ew, I can't believe my face was actually burnt from tennis today. =( Should've worn sunscreen... sigh. Blah, I'm bored now; my internet's beeing a cracked-up beeg as usual, and Desperate Housewives isn't loading nicely. >=( Sigh.